MadiMadness

Parent's Crazy Antics

2007-06-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

Its funny seeing how parents react when they see a change in their child’s behavior, and the things they came up with to rationalize with it definitely tickles me.

Taking for instance myself, school has just began for a week and out of the 4 school days that I have, I’m proud to say that for the entire 4 days, I actually went home straight after school.

Upon seeing something that is supposedly out of the norm, this is how my mum reacts to my early return:

School Day 1:
Apparently it’s the first day of school and when she saw me reaching home early, she merely commented, “So early you reach home today?” and continuing watching the drama on TV religiously. I replied with a smile.

School Day 2:
Same comments as the first day but with some additions to the speculations made, like, “Are you ok, you’re sick is it?” Hahaha

School Day 3:
Similar comments as day 2 but speculations getting a little out of hand.. “Fever is it? Yah you look like u have fever!” I was like WHAT?? Trying to convince that I’m definitely feverless and after believing me she made yet another speculation which made me laugh to myself. “How come you never fetch your GF? You guys quarreled is it??” Me laughing at her thoughts replied with a No and went to shower off.

After showering she then ask me again, “You looked like you’re having ASTHMA, are you OK??!” I was dumbfounded that I just shook my head, and she asked again “You guys had a fight right! Why you guys fight! Blah Blah Blah!”, I was a little worried on the speculations she made and so I have to convince her that everything was alright and the reason I didn’t fetch her is because her dad is fetching and so I can get home and rest and complete my daily assignments. And Blah^3

School Day 4:
Comments made similar to day 1 with addition of whether i had a fight with my GF. After and hour of so from reaching home and my dad left for work, while I was reading the Newpaper, she gave me a mini lecture, out of the blue. Apparently I found out that she told my dad of the strange behavior, me coming home early and all, and she said that my dad thought I had some serious argument with my GF or we even broke up! She lectured me! Telling me not to do anything stupid to somebody’s daughter (like dumping her!) because I’ve known my GF for so long,( 8 years to be precise, and my 4th anniversary with the GF is coming soon!) All the while I just laugh at the accusation thrown to me and so convincing her that nothing is wrong and everything is fine suddenly became a chore.

Everything is PERFECTLY FINE, our relationship is rather healthy and I believe that it’s still strong as ever.

Actually there’s many truthful reason that I believe my mum would never understand and so I decided to just say what I’ve said to her instead.

The truth:
1) GF is working in an office till 7pm and would reach home at around 8.30 pm the earliest. We made a mutual agreement that I should go home after school and do my assignments, RJ and such.

2) Secondly, I have to get serious in school, no more skipping or being late and so I have to get sufficient rest possible. My grades are declining exponentially for the last two weeks of school. I’ve skipped school to have my own declaration of an early school holiday by a week! So my daily grades have so many “X”’s, one X for my UT one Grade C+ for another UT. (Refer to photo above) I’m determined to buck up, I’m definitely gonna step up the game.

3) Partly an early preparation for my dear GF when I’m going for NS, which is about 1.5 year’s time. Still a long way but I believe we have to start early because I think she has this ‘I Miss Him So Much in Such A Short Time Being Apart’ disease, which I apparently think it’s quite serious! Hahaha! Well, she’s coping pretty well in fact. But still, I know that she’s restraining herself from showing how much she misses me, she’s getting everything under control though, trying her best to be like me.

Well.. I miss my GF too but I’m able to get everything under control though, I know my GF is able to do it, its for the best actually, I just don’t want her to have an out of control separation anxiety when I’m off to serve the nation. :p

I LOVE YOU!

Mandatory Obligation

2007-06-07T03:01:00.000+08:00

And now a brother of mine has gone to serve the nation and his presence would certainly be missed. I have considered him as my brother as he was and still the one that i stick with ever since secondary one. He even thought of calling me abang on the first day of sec 1, apparently due to the fact of my not so oversize body but seemed oversized to him and even have thoughts that which he strongly believed i was a stayedback student. Bloody Mary! Hahaha! Hazqil Hazqil! or was it Qiqi qiqi! ish ish ish He hated us calling his name QIQI out loud publicly because he hated getting weird stares from strangers and especially girls! But we never cared too much about that though!

Ironically as it may be, among my 5 brothers, The musketeers, qiqi is the youngest but yet he is the first one among us to touch the pure Tekong soil first, thanks to his serious weight issues. ahaha he even claims that his butt is that of JLO! don't try to figure it out, it should remain unfigured!

The twins would be next in about a months time, both on the same day, firhan in the morning and farhan in the afternoon one. Farhan hoped so much that his cute mum would cry her eyes out in firhan first session so that she would have no more tears to cry for when it is his turn, but then i believe his mum have alot of tears from where it came from. i'll just hoped that your're not the one that would be shedding the tears! Good luck Tisa!

Daus and me is still trailing behind them before its our turn. Behind them by another 2 years! hahaha we're still on the road of pursuing our Diploma in RP, yah we are slow but i don't even care. Studies is mandatory, at least a diploma first, when you have the chance, grab it, don't let it fly by.

It's not easy knowing the fact that we are actually behind the LIFE clock by two years literally, but hey, i won't be distracted by that but it would instead be a fuel for me telling me to buck and and catch up! let's just see who'll drive their very own car first!

I treasure friendship, real ones that means my life for it, and that i would ensure i won't lose it over anything, be it the ugly side human nature itself, jealousy, vengeance, selfishness, ego or anything that it may be. i would never ever throw it away. No one can stand in the way of friendship.

friendship doent have a price tag on it but the values it has on it may be bigger than your life per se. It is a life treasure that many seeks, so like any other things that holds as much value as friendship itself, it's best to treasure it with all your life, even if you have to put your own life on the line for it, one day you'll be glad to know you did have a friendship worth dying for.

Resurrected!

2007-06-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

...I have thoughts of ressurrecting this blog since months and months ago but never seemed to actually excecute that thought of mine till now.. i guess yah, finally its back, living again...

...many things that has been lingering in my mind that i just can't wait to post about. But then again, i hope time does persist for me to be able to update...

...i'm utterly disappointed at the behaviour of this particulr friend of mine, never knew there could be such a drastic outcome from such trivial matter. a little effort could really make a difference, only if it's tried. eradicate that bochup-ness pls...

till then...

2005-08-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

its been hard seeing u being in dat state of daze
its been exceptionally hard to see u in that frown
i tried and tried and tried..
each day to make u smile and laugh again
cos those are the things i misses most..
and after one whole week,
i finally succeeded in making you laugh
seeing those beautiful smile again.
if only i have a potrait of it.
i'll hang it on the wall for all to see
those beautiful smile
those beautiful smile
the smile that always captured my heart
the smile that will stay in my heart for eternity.
i'm overjoyed by just seeing that smile.
those beautiful smile
the perfect one.

Remember, its a NO FROWNING zone over here..

2005-08-25T06:00:00.000+08:00

My All

Maybe I gave too much,

But you made me feel like everything I did was never enough
If I'd known better then I never would've let it begin
But imperfection is hard to see, from the outside looking in.

They say you have one chance but that I don't believe it
Although my expectations can get the better of me
I shouldn't be afraid of what I cant control
Cause whatever's round the corner, I will take it all.

I know you're not fine, you're far from fine.
All I ask of you is to stay on your feet
That should be enough,
Cause what we're going through
is all god's plan.

Believe in yourself,
i believe in you more.

Love hurts, it should be
or else it wouldnt be called love.

Me and you,
i'm willing to close all those unwanted chapters
and write a new one.
Just me and you.

I love you, i promise.

2005-08-23T02:39:00.000+08:00

Isn't it a shame, that when timing's all wrong

You're doing what you never meant to,

There's always something that prevents you.

Well I believe in fate, it had to happen this way

But it always leaves me wondering whether...

In another life we'd be together.

We should feel lucky we can say...

we've always got yesterday

i love you, i do, trust me...

2005-08-18T06:33:00.000+08:00

13th August 2005

A significant event in my life, 2 years being together with my honeybee dearest. 2 may seemed like a small number but 2 year sure feels like a long long time to us. Known her for 5 years this year. 2 years in a relationship. From a nobody to a friend to what we are now. Despite all that we have been through together, thick and thin, good times and bad time, im glad we never gave up on us. Treasure you so much dear.

Love You Love You Love You Love You Love You

Our day begins wif me fetching bey from her place, was struggling wif the gift and the brownie cake i bought for bey :) She's super gorgeous that day, the clothes she wore, her hair, evrything was mesmerizing. Made our way to PS to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, luckily i've bought the tix before hand so there was enuf time for us to grab a quick bite before the show. Had The potato gratin set from Delifrance, nice nice. then the show, well, hmmmm,a colourful show. Chocolates and all the candies. 4 out of 5 rating but i still prefer the original version i watched back in Pri 3 at JE library wif my younger bro.After the show, took a bus that stops at marina, passed through Milenia walk and bought a Wonka Bar from the Chocolate Empire, sadly to say we did'nt get the golden ticket, hehehe But the do have the golden ticket thing ikay, the winner will get to go to a Chocolate factory inUS if im not mistaken, how wonderful would it be if i had the golden tickets, but then... nvm... hehehehe .Reached Suntec, got inside Marche and sat down already and me being as cerewet as ever, decided not to eat there. So out we go, walk to Marina Square and i still cant decide where to eat, just want to eat something diferent, :(. Baby was on the verge of getting angry but luckily she didnt. I finally remembered this place at Raffles City basement and hahaha Dinner was at Out Of the Pan restraunt. The main dish was all on crepes, I like. Had the Ultimate Caesar Salad but it really is unforgetable. The Potato Salad is yummy, the sauce is different, its mustard, taste superb, you can only tast a pinch of mustard and the potatoed skin is red in colour. hehehe Jakon sia :p Bey had the seafood and i had the spicy beef on crepes. Very very nice! Surprisingly, it was really a filling meal. Was so full!went to esplanade and sit down for a while. I love staring at the the tall building fro esplanade at night. The lights and all, just btought me to a state of calmness and serenity . The stars and moon shines brightly today. Next the desert, my fav part. Planned this a long long long time ago. Had the Suckao At Max Brener. Innovative way to eat chocolate.we have to melt it and mixed it with milk and use the spoon which also act as a straw and suck the choc up. Yummness! Lastly, bought a pint of Vanilla Pecan Haegen Daz ice cream and to a cab back to babys place where she opened the gift i bought and made for her. Was glad that she likes it. its kinda like a caligraphy writing of our names. and baby doesnt believe that i wrapped and tie the ribbons myself, i did it myself okay. nice tau. watched Ldy boss and eat the brownie wif the ice cream. Gosh, i wonder how many kilos i've gained but nevertheless i had a superduper wpnderful time wif my darling sweetheart.

Love you dear.

P.S:

Project 13-

thanks qiqi and nadia for accompanying me the other day.

thanks hilmi for the company too despite our disagreement in many things at ikea and all, hahaha, really appreciate it.

2005-08-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

just got home from KL, that will be another story for another day.

i know ure asleep
i know ure ill
i know u misses me
i know i misses u

Nytez

wanted to hear ure voice

2005-07-28T05:50:00.000+08:00

there aint no school today as the whole year 2 is going for a seminar except our class, how ironic, we sure got in the bad books of our section head, well i'm not complaining cos i got to sleep till noon but unfortunately i woke up at 10.30.. hmmm, well more then enuf sleep i guess.. i've been waking up with a red eye on either one side, its been happening for a couple of weeks already, i must have rubb it pretty hard while i was asleep, i think i should start tying my hands before going to sleep, hhehehe.

Yesterday...
Had dinner with my colleague's at Sundanese Indonesian restaurant in GWC. Our store got second in the monthly sales target thingy and we got 200 bucks as well as another 350 bucks for winning the Service Excellence Award, spot checks done by mystery shoppers! Kudos to GWC TCC! But the dinner...hmmm....it was bad... not nice.... seriously.. its like normal foods which can be cooked at home like curry chic, Lodeh, Fried Gurame fish... The onli think i like was the kicap cili padi wif onions, i just like the spiciyness, ahahaha. The Dining was quite cheap, spent less than 250 bucks, and this meanss that the remaining money will go to the tips box and we will get more tips money at the end of the month!! yeayness! after dinner, i and my 3 other colleagues went to town. Thought of watching red candy but the timing at Cathay kinda sucks so we settled for desserts at Coffeclub. Yumms... Had Muddy Mud Pie, Tiramisu Mud Pie, Strawberry Romanoff and Mango Mousse.. was indulging on my sweet tooth. hehehe chilled there for an hour or so, found out alot of things about people, both good and bad. Such a pity knowing some of their plights... abusive parents, never ending qurelling parents, poor familes and all.. some even resulted in cutting their wrist, yup, they did, as stooopid as it may sound, no matter what i just pray for the better for everyone...

just when you thought that ure world is doomed and you don feel like living because of watever the reasons maybe, bear in mind that THERE ARE others that are in far worse problems than you do, just don end ure life buy cutting ure wrist or trying to do anything suicidal, dont give up just yet, it may be a blessing in disguise. pls, spare a thought..

Missed going out wif my 4 other dudes, the last time we met was for the Baybeats thing, but that was only for a short while.. didnt get to sit and chill and reminiscing about good old times like we always did in the past. we sure got alot of catching up to do. The twins better start planning for the chalet thing okays.. remember, only the Kite-kite-kite! don want any other peeps..and also the Seoul Garden trip yang tak menjadi-jadi all plan properly lah...... justs give me a beep if theres aniting aite.

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what..

2005-07-23T05:01:00.000+08:00

Projectmania has started so as usual i will be as busy as ever.

WAD- required to build an online shopping website from scratch. my group is selling cars parts and all. The codings Acompletewill be hell of a tedious job.

Electronic Business Project(EBP)-A complete business report of the website and its no easy job.

Tourism-(FUN part)required to prepare a proposal for a 4days 3night tour to Kuala Lumpur;for my group. and so, we'll be going there this 30th july!

Career and Development Planning(CDP)-Some shit about career lah, hate the teacher, Eunice Ang's father, EGO so big big one. hhahaha

Nowaday i will be either working or doing project, how depressing, need to work to support myself, education is for my future. No question asked.

Baby miss you lah...Tmr going out wif u. yeah!!!

2005-07-06T04:09:00.000+08:00

should have just kept it to myself..

like i always did..

but...

paranoia got the better of me..

dreadful dreams becoming reality..

shouldn't have played with pandora's box..

shouldn't have...

2005-07-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

"...and i want to speak this word's but i guess i'll just bite my tongue, and accept someday, somehow, as the words we'll hang from..."

2005-07-03T09:00:00.000+08:00

why am i being skeptical.. is it just me or what... this feeling inside me, why is it there... jealousy at work? or perhaps just one of my endless delusions... should stop deluding myself... should have known better, i'm no superhuman or anything that can help make this world a better place to live in, im just trying my very best, doing every part in me to make everybody happy, even if it was just for a smile.. trust me, i did my best.. even if i was in my darkest hours... with all those high expectations that are brought upon me.. i just need a breather.. im no better than any other people.. no better.. do spare a thought for me.. pls..

i'm not okay, i promise...

2005-06-26T05:45:00.000+08:00

Matchbook Romance
Tiger Lily

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
we're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you
for this one night we have spent.
"and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight,have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
cause i, i don't want to make thingsand i,
i don't want to make things any worse.

2005-06-25T06:01:00.000+08:00

Skool started already, the first week is kinda slack, come for a two hour lesson only for each day, aint complaining though. Started Coldfusion already and its not as Cold as it sounds, literally. Kinda fun though, all those codings and maths, Primary 1 maths in fact, hahaha, never new divisions and remainders could be quite complicating, and those intergers division plus mod, whoa.. one step at a time. Keeping up with the flow, so not going to lagg behind. The new Class Counsellor is fine, quite interesting. Adapted fast with the class and in fact, on the third day of school, he's already planning an overseas trip for our class this NOV or DEC, how cool is that! Its either gonna be in one of those Island/Pulau in Malaysia, sumtink like a resort, with clear waters, snorkelling and FOODS! i am so IN! ;p Although i wish it could be Thailand, but it cost 300SG, hmmm... they decided to stay with the budget of 200 bucks, should be more than enuf as he's previous trip with his class, it cost only 80 buck for transport and lodging all to Malaysia, Port Dickson, KL!

Holidays-
it seems so short although we had only a pathethic 30 days, but nevertheless, had quite an enjoyable time. Manage to went to Johore with bey, caught a movie, shopped and of coz, EAT. hehehe
Nothing interesting to be told, went to Ayu's BBQ at Changi- FUN, Celebrated Mum's B'dae and Fathers day, shopping with bey, window shopping wif bey when broke, picnic wif bey at ecp- for the first time i saw the biggest rainbow in my life, huge, can really see both ends, mange to capture it on cam but its not really clear--

saw it? the rainbow of cos, not those skimmers for god sake!

and oh yah, the CIP was FUN,People's Association Youth Movement, riding th e HIPPO bus, giving out the orange ballons along Orchard Road wif the dudes, i felt like Santa, hahaha seeing all those little kids running up to me asking for a baloon, hehehe not only little kids, all those teenage gals and even some grown up's were running to me :)

--Havent been in a state of peaceful mind in such a long time, how i wish i could be a bird, flying in the wind, travelling from places to places, beeing close with mother nature and the beautiful blue clouds, it will be nice to do that, even if it was for a day, with no worries, no problems, no nothing that will bother me.. but then, all i can do is only wish, a wish that will never come true.... holy crap, i sounds so emo-ish! shucks! hahaha

Missing baby everyday, and so does she, hehe. She's like my other half, i need her, without her i'm incomplete. Treasure her so much. God bless us. Amin.

2005-06-14T13:08:00.000+08:00

...beezee beezee beezee....

life has been in a mess..

stress...

tired..

confused..

hate problems..

hate life...

nobody understands...

nobody...

2005-05-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

been so so long since i've last post anything, been really really busy with life nowadays, hardly had anytime for myself..

turned 18 on 1st May, had a fantabulastic birthday thanks to my one and darling angel. Had a blast for 3 consecutive days! had an advance one the day before my b'dae, on my b'dae itself and the following dae.

Advance b'dae! I'll let the photos tell thestory ;p

Had a surprise, hell of a surprise. When i reached bey's place to fetch her for our date, she brought me in right into her room where i were greeted to a whole new dimension! For a moment i thought i was teleported to some posh Italian Restaurant! hahaha But well, close enuf. The setting was so perfect, air-conditioned, Candles everwhere, the white curtains and bedsheets, a table right in the middle of her room that was setup for a candlelight dinner, Whoa! It all seemed so unreal but it is so freaking real! and furthermore, the dinner was perpared all by baby herself, no help from nobody, not even her mum, hehehe.

Dinner: (forgot to take the pic of the foods so i'll try my best to describe it)

Starters- Mixed salad: Cherry tomatoes, baby corn, green leaves, big3 button mushrooms,eggs and much more. All my FVT stuff!

Main course- Pasta Al'Yana! Pasta wif minced meat, mushroom and all my FVT stuuf served in home made tomato sauce. Btw, the drink was a Spritz cocktail! hahaha its basically Sprite served in a champagne glass with a luminous blueberry syrup at the bottom, nice!

Dessert-Mixed Fruits with Chin Chow and Vanilla Ice Cream.

Additional snacks- Spiced Marinated French Fries with Calamari Rings.

And lastly, this was a surprise too, i really didn't expect it, bey bought a Swensen Cookies and Cream ice cream specially or me! Wee! Confirm gain a few KG's BUT who cares! hahaha! Then after the fulfilling overwhelming dinner, made our way to town to catch a late night movie, Coach Carte, a really3 inspirational movie, Salutes! its 2++ hours long and it really worth every penny! ** the clock strikes 12 and i was glad baby was in my arms, whispering Happy Birthday to me and i'm now officially 18!**

I was really really touched by the lengths baby went to made all this happens on my birthday, i sincerely appreciates it dear, loved every second of it and i wished it could never ends. And the present, i loved it so so much, its so so nice! ( the present was a collage work of the memories baby and i had since sec 1, even photos of the days when we were, erm, still thin! hahaha!)MUACKZ!

THANK YOU so much,

my one and only angel,

LIYANA BINTE SURADI.

Love her with all my life...

2005-04-18T14:20:00.000+08:00

last sunday, the day when finally get to meet the musketeer buddies, been so long since we went out together. watched The Pacifier before heading to TCC at Clarke Quay to lepak, loved the ambience over there, especially when im with the people that i care and love.. it just brought me to that state of calmness and peacefulness, a feeling which i have been longing for since a very long time.. chilling, joking ard, laughing our ass off, reminiscing the good old secondary times, memories that worth cherishing. we were always there for each other, be it in time of hapinnes or sadness.. a friendship that is worth for a lifetime..

had a superb time with them, followed by a late dinner at Beach Road for Mee Kuah's and all the mamak's foodies ;p

food glorious food!
went out wif bey last sat and as usual, food adventures! the Mighty Joe Young drink which is actually banana frappe is simply bananalicious! Dinner at Breeks was fattening indeed! some phototakings with me being the cameraman;p colourful buildings and all added to the fun, hehehe

school is such a drag, i hate CMB, its so mudane, and the teacher too, those dimples are such a turn off and so does her endless sarcasm, can somebody just shoot that evil witch!

yesterday was fun, went out with bey, hehehe. walk around Raffles and then took a bus at esplanade to Great World City. Came upon this bakery that sells interesting pastries, this one in particular has banana in it and looks like a volcano, hehehe.

luv banana luv liyana luv banana luv liyana luv everything that sounds like banana especially liyana! hehehehe

and we also had dinner at Pastamania, spicy chicken yummy yum!everything for 17.10 buckeroos, cheap aint it?! thanks to the coupons that were given out at town, hehehe! and the drinks cost 10 cents! A record for the cheapest drink that can be found in town! hahakz!

with our stomach bloated and feets that are sore from the whole day of walking and eating, we proceed to my workplace, Sheraton Hotel Lounge/Pub for drinks, just to rest our bums in those comfy sofas. Poses around the hotel, hehehe. Baby was in awe at like the entire time, evrything was so beautiful in that hotel, the entrance, the lounge, the orchid, the garden, the waterfall, the 'Cinderella stairway' and even the toilet, hehehe, Impressed ryte darling! hahaha thts why they say, never judge the book by its cover, from the outside, sheraton hotel may looked like some cheap rundown hotel, but the inside tells another story. Believe it or not, its a 5 star hotel, i too didn't believe it when i was first told. got a blackforest cheescake for free, thnks to my colleague, lydia whom willingly took it for me from The Dining Room. We drank a watermelon juice and Peppermint tea, we aint no alcoholist ;p

i love saturdays! every saturday is Liyana day! (ryte mickey ;p buat ape jekh pat fort canning!)

2005-04-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

Projects:
Human Resource- DONE
Personal and Interpersonal Effectiveness- DONE
Communications in Business- NOT DONE
Fundamentals of Marketing-DONE
Dreamweaver- NOT DONE

Projects Projects Projects, that is what i've been doing dis past few weeks,
i'm getting so stressed out. Been in front of the com longer than ever, searching for the informations that is never ending on the net, and it was never easy. Staying out late to finish the projects at Josh place with Ami was the night dat i will never forget, busting our brains like hell while the other not so co-operative group members taking a free ride... Pity Josh and Ami in their FMK project. Haiz..

A group project is meant to be done together as a group, cos one way or another, it will help lighten the workload of each person and at the same time the stress level of a person. It is unlikely possible for a person to be able to do the project all by its own and that is why groups are formed. Duh! What's the use of having a group when all the work done is only by a few. Where's all the teamwork and cooperativeness, seems to me that only a fraction of the living people have that. Free riders? i dont hate them, i pity them... which is worse? go figure..

The short week is ending in less than 24 hours.. Its April 10 now.. Time do past fast.. alot of things have been happening be it good or bad, but one thing for sure, i will not regret what that have all happened. No use regreting cos the feeling of regret is regretful itself.

No matter how bad the situation may be, dont ever give up. Its not the end, yet. Stride on, things will definitely get better, it always do. Have faith in yourself. Dont be selfish, there's always somebody who cares for you.. think about it.

Please people, be mindful of what you say, care a thought for other people's feeling, what you may seemed as a joke may not be for another, a brain is for thinking and a mouth is for speaking, do use the existence of ure brain before you blurt out anything off ure mouth.

Things will get better..
i know..
cos it always do....

2005-03-31T18:00:00.000+08:00

its been so so so so so long since i've last update, well, been very very busy, busy "holidaying" *wink* as last week is my term break, and its only for one freaking week, i was sure to make full use of it, and i guessed i did it, haha.

well well well, dis is what i'vebeen doing:

1st day-
work; have to save as much money as i can ;p

2nd day-
despite reaching home from work at 2 in the wee morning, i heve to wake up early. at 6.45 am... why?...... cos i'm moving house today!!! woohooo!! as usual my guys were unconventionally late, supposedly they have to come at 7am, at ard 6.50 when i called qiqi, he was still sleeping! Daus was even worse, when i called him--
Me:hello! daus?? hello hello!!!! Daus!!!!!!!!!!
Daus(in his slumber half asleep state):zzzZZZzzzZZzzz......
Me:Oi!!! Wake up lah!!! its 7 already!!!!!
Daus:....what.....why...zzzZZZzzzZZzzzz
Me!:wake up!!! ure suppose to be here now!!!
Daus:....what....i tot u said at 8...not 8 meh?.....zzzZZZzzzZZzzz
Me:NO!!!!!!!!!

Only god noes how i feel at that moment, if only i could get inside the phone to the other side and strangle him to death!aargh! i called the twins next and i felt a slight relief, they said they were leaving their house now. waited and waited and waited for the twins and they arrived 15mins after i called them, and the fact is that their house were just like less than 5min walk! haiz.... started carrying all the stuff as soon as they arrived. hazmi came to help carry the stuff at jurong west.carry this carry that.. small stuff enormous stuff.. light stuff and supa dupa heavy stuff.. gosh, my wardrobe was the heaviest of all, need more than 6 man to carry it! finish the job by two and by then we were all smelly dirty and tired.. reminds me of the good old ncc camping times... lucky baby came at night to my new house and seeing her really2 gave me back all the energy i have lost, hehehe...

3rd day-
fetch baby after she finidhed her work and went to catch Lemony Snicket despite already watching it withe the guys the other day.. Dat show is really2 good, baby havent watch it and i dont mind watching it again. good good show. have dinner at yoshinoya and then went home..

4th day!!-

Today baby and i went to KUALA LUMPUR for a one day shopping spree!! Been planning a long2 time for this day, baby really2 wanted to go there and despite my few other friends whom cant seem to make up their mind, i decide to just go ahead and bring baby there, just the two of us, suuwweeeet aint it ;p took a coach there, th coach is big, so spacious, and the journey took 4.5 hours only. slept in the bus, so comfy. and yah, at the food place where the bus stopped for lunch, there's this seafood restraunt. outside of it, theres this pond where theres fishes and all lah, but theres this one particular fish that caught our eyes, it has no fin, its black and it is so so so freaking long, the length of erm, hilmi when he's lying down! serious! reached there at 2++. we immediately took a cab to KLCC.. the taxi drivers over there are such an ass, like to con people. They asked for RM10 for a ride that cost only RM4, ridicously insane sia they.. well, over at KLCC, bought nothing much, baby bought a Seed jeans that was on sale..... for the first time i saw that theres a sale at Quiksilver and Roxy shop, up to 70% sommore! bought bread from ROTIBOY, haha and pretzels, the pretzels there cost only RM2! took some pics here and there and toook a cab to Bukit Bintang Plaza,Seed has a sale, bought a shirt there, nice. baby bought a bag from island shop, and the person at the cashier is a bapok! yucks! bought the Kyros kebab there, slurps, my favourite. we then rushed to Petaling street, got only 45mins left as our bus is leaving at 7.30pm, alot of good cheap stuff there, of course its all fake lah, bought perfumes, shades, watches.. hahaha for the first time i didnt eat a full meal, only manage to get bites, there wasnt any time to waste ar as we only had like about 4 hours to shop! there were some mixed up at the bus stations, it was nearly 8 but the bus still havent arrive, haiz.. reach Singapore at 12.45am and then took a cab home. sleep at 2am, yawn... its been a long and tiring day.

5th day-
went to east coast with baby at 3, thought baby how to rollerblade, she really wanted to learn, fun! baby's a fast learner despite falling every now and then, but not bad for a beginner, only had less than 10 falls, im proud of you dear, muackz!...and now she can officially rollerblade, unlike hilmi and hazmi, such a disgrace, wakhahahaha! $10 for two hours 4-6pm, quite tiring one, went to the hawker center and had the barbaqued chix, its really2 nice! after rollerblading, went for a swim, so refreshing.. the beaches is manifested with skimmers, haha, hilmi's friends all :p went to long john at raffles before heading back home..

6th day-
hmm..... went to cath the opening of The Eye 10, funny show with a pinch of suspense, but a really2 good show.. 4 out of 5 rating.. went for shopping after dat, theres Seed and FCUK sale at Isetan.. baby bought a FCUK skirt for really2 cheap! hahaha... had dinner at Lau Pa Sat then, the delicious fried kwa teow and the not so nice chix wing, east coast better.

7th day-
send baby to work, then i myself went to work.. didi you know that the circle2 bun thingy at far east there is nice? should try it man, its beside the New Zealand ice cream parlour.

8th day-
work work work

last day-
its been officially one week since i moved in, am adpting well with the new environment. went out with baby at 2, planned to go for bowling at marina as they have an opening offer, $1 per game! bought tix at AXS for Miss Congeniality 2, the show is at 6.30. went for lunch first and then went to Geylang for DURIANS! Yummy! the D24's are really heavenly! ate outside the shop there, feeling sia~ guesses wat, while we were eating the DURIANS, baby spotted a rainbow! so long never see one, took a pic of it.. took a cab back to marina for the show, oklah, great show, funny!

the one week holiday was a memorable one, finally got to spent time with my dear baby. Dont worry dear, i know having living so near to you for 5 years and now me moving house is quite a big change for you, remember, we will always be together, nothing will ever change. i treasure you so much. i love you dear.

2005-03-17T08:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha alot of people thought that the song in my blog is by Taufik, it is actually by Marques Houston-Walk Away.. Taufik? he's not dat good lah.. ;p

is my school getting richer or what? first, they're installing air-condition in the classes, then they are like painting the classes and it reminds me of kindergaten, one side of the wall are like green and yellow stripes, the other are painted like the bricks pattern and it goes on and on, different designs with different colours. They are also installing a large screen plasma tv outside the main office. The school is buying a new goal post and sticks for floorball. well, whatever the reason may be, i aint complaining.

and oh yah, last friday the school brought all the student from my course to West Coast Recreational Center for bowling, yes bowling. we played 3 games for free! and meals were provided too, the sucky nasi lemak and the unsweetened mineral water.. cheapskate... had a fun time and i beat my personal best and i have a new record, 156 points! Cheers for madi! yeah! hahaha on monday we also went for a heritage tour, went to URA in the middle of CBD and then to Clarke Quay for the rivercruise. was quite boring actually cos hazmi and hamid didnt come along.. well, had some great photo takings though, will upload it soon..

Next week is the one week break, cant wait to go to KL to shop! but till then, need to work as much as i can so as can have more money, hmmm....

its confirmed, i'm moving house this sunday, to Jurong West st 42.. oh shit, still have alot of stuff to pack!

im actually bored ryte now, came to school late cos had some matters to attend too.. the lessons are so mudane.. haiz.. Hazmi's granpa passed away, my condolences to him..
went for bowling just now, thought it could cheer me up but..... hmmmm.... so much in my mind.....

smile madi, keep on smiling....

2005-03-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

problems aside, lets talk about happy times..

Last Sunday, finally had the belated birthday outing for the twins, Farhan & Firhan.. Their birthday was a month ago, hahakz.. Guys night out, all the 5 musketeers were present, been months since we went out together and those days doesnt come easily.. Daus, qiqi and me bought them a blue havaianas( only fir fits! Far's feet has grown bigger, ahakz!) and a supposedly laptop bag from Ripcurl but unfortunately far's lappie size is bigger than normal so the beg is used for books, good enuf.. hahaha we are so bad at buying presents... well, initial meeting time was at 3 but all of us reached the meeting place at 3.30, typical us. Caught a movie first at cineleasure, as we reached ther at 5, the only available movie with timing that was in our favour was Lemony Snicket, Series of Unfortunate Event.. hahaha we, watching some unknown movies for the kids, haha nvm, just to kill time before going for dinner. Hmmm, the movie turns out better than what we expect, way way better. super interesting. Kinda like Harry Porter movies minus the magics all. I think its better than Hitch( which i watch the next day, undeniably hilarious comedy). Violet is one pretty intelligent fourteen years old, she really look good in that black outfit despite wearing it throughout the entire movie, the baby is supa-dupa cute! biting her way through everything and her superb sarcasm in her baby language, "Gaga=which can means anything under the sun!", funny2.. and the brother, some kind of professor x, superb memory. 4.5 stars, should watch it. the snackz were on the house, qiqi and daus ex-colleague at Cathay send hot dogs, nachos and coke's to our seats! ;p Made our way to marina bay next for steamboat, all expenses on the twins. Fun but messy ordeal, haha. the constant changing direction of the smoke which iritates the twins, the popping of the dont know what from the hotplate to our exposed faces and it stings!, the splashing of soups everywhere, uncooked hotdogs, weird looking seafood thingy and the chopsticks, substitute for forks and spoon, is hell of a challenge. But nevertheless, we sure had a great time. Ate for two hours, and our hands were all dirty and oily, no wet tissues provided. So unlike Seoul Garden. Chill for a while at raffles, crapping as always. And that was my sunday. Photos were unable to be uploaded cos i havent got it from them. So be patient ok ami and RQ, i noe u guy wanna see the foods ryte ;p

And yeah today is sunday, the initial plan of having a picnic at Sentosa was cancelled cos Ayu wasn't able to make it. But i did had a great time cos i went SHOPPING with sweetie darling the entire day! Went to town, bought shirts, slippers, iron(haha baby spoiled hers, and guess what, she now has 3 new one cos her mom also bought it just now. hehe) went to bugis, bought a bag before heading to Little India for Briyani and Murtabakz! Supalicious, yumness! shopped some groceries at Mustafa Centre, yup,you read it right, groceries. Bought fruits, milk, yogurts,pau's chocs and went back to bey's crib. and btw, Tekka is manifested with you know who. so many of them! and some of them are freaking faggots! holding hand and all! eeeewwww!!!!

another sunday well spent! next sunday.. hmmm... crap! im moving house next sunday! Wooohoooo!

luv u dear luv u dear luv u dear

2005-03-12T06:04:00.000+08:00

im tired of all this...

tired...

im drained to the very end....

this is all too much....

nobody noe's how i feel..

god help me pls...

2005-03-05T05:47:00.000+08:00

a week of madness and i loved it! hahaha

the trip to Snowcity last sunday with bey was a blast! played with the snow, down the slide, made snowballs all! fun fun fun! and its freaking cold,
-3 degree celcius!the coldest place in singapore! went to omni theatre and took the motion stimulator ride, hehehe, only two of us in there and the ride was fun, baby screaming everytime its turns, haha. wanted to go inside science centre as it have been upgraded recently but decided not to, some other time perhaps.

went to town after dat, walk2 and decided to have desert at marche and guess what i had, hehehe...

and that was my so called dessert, hehehe. but i did have my dessert, the banana caramel waffle and some other sides hehee and yah, i got a new fvt dish! the Roesti'! it was like love at first bite!! im serious! the fine shredded potatoes pan fried with what seemed like oil or butter and donoe what ar but...slurpps! must try! and that was my sunday, i love Sundays!

Monday school was fine, normal stuff..only dat that rotiboy had chikenpox! hahaha don he dare come near me cos i havent had mine!hahaha.. tuesday, my stupid manager called and ask to work , so last minute, fuck sia them, when i request to work on dat day itself they dont let, now nobody to work then they ask me to work, stupid sia.. dont understand how they do the schedule.. wed, initially thought of studying but that qiqi drag me to town and we bought some presents for the twins.. all set on sunday guys!thursday the unthinkable happened! i so gonna flunk my Fundamentals of Marketing test! i understand the question and the answers but i just cant seem to put it in word to write it down.... haiz... terribbly disappointed... and the floorball match, despite being defeated, i think we had a fair game.. oklah, fun friendly game..my fitness level is gone sia, hahaaha

today end school at 11.30, working at 4 later.. klah, gonna be late! meeting daus at 2 but im still here, chiaoz!!

2005-02-26T04:45:00.000+08:00

heya, been a long time since i update, nothing much been happening, just busy with school and stuff.. finally there's floorball training after months, kinda excited about it, but unfortunately the match with Dover ITE was cancelled, nevertherless, i hoped there will be consistent training days in the week to come now that theres a new teacher in charge, i just dont want to jeorpardize my chances of going to poly, and to go there i will need to be active in a cca and so far floorball hasnt been quite active.. hmmm.. if this goes on i may consider finding another cca i guess..

I'm trying my best to manage my time with school, studies, friends , work and bey.. its tuff... Im sorry guys for the cancellation of our sunday night out for pizza cum twins birthday, didnt mean to disappoint you fir and far.. we'll reschedule ok? been meeting bey less often nowadays, missing her.. went to ECP last sunday for cycling, we took the double seated bicycle.. cycle from one end to another..it was fun but the scorching sun was really getting on my nerve.. luckily theres this people giving away free energy drink, nice and refreshing! Taste kinda like Redbull and the can is interesting, good marketing strategy..

DARK DOG is the name

Had some photo takings...

Ashawaryai, hehehe taken at the bus stop.

every time i went out with bey, there wasnt a time where we fail to fill our stomach or catching a movie.. we will sure end up eating somewhere be it at tekka for dosai and naans or west coast for the mee kuah or pastas at town.. hehehe just to fulfill my cravings :p cant help it, just love to eat!
here are some of my food adventures! (stop drooling hazmi :p)

Pastaa and brownies at Cream Bistro at Cineleasure, got 50% off as they were giving away flyers, quite cheap though.

all these and two soups and drinks at lucky plaza's pizza hut that cost 16bucks! cheap ain it!

Movies watched recently:
Constantine--***** thought dat it gonna be a crappy movie but it really captured my attention, interesting, alot of twist..
Mechanist --*** oklah this movie, like the show A Beautiful Mind few years back
Shall We Dance--**** one more * for J Lo! she owns the dance floor mann.. and the butt was OMG! was smiling throughout the movie:p hehehe and bey was like pinching me every now and then hahaha cant help it lah dear, shes the PERFECT one..hahaha (wink to the dudes)

cant wait for sunday, going to snow city with bey! muackz!

2005-02-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

I can truly sayIts not everyday

Someone makes me feel this way

Just like a star shooting past the moon

It felt like a holidayI wanna take you away

To another place

Where the love just over flows babe

You were like my rain that needed to fall

And the flowers would not grow

Has anybody ever told you

That your eyes shine like pearls

Has anybody ever told you

That your one special girl

Has anybody ever showed you

That love is here to stay

cuz you stole my heart on this very day

And I can't let you walk away

You took me by surprise

And lit up my eyes

Like a child with a brand new toy

I never had so much inspiration

Now my songs are filled with joy

I can feel my soul

And feel my heart beating for the very first time

No I'm not your man

But I'm making plans

Like your already mine

Has anybody ever told you

That your eyes shine like pearls

Has anybody ever told you

That your one special girl

Has anybody ever showed you

That my love is here to stay

And you stole my heart on this very day

And I can't let you walk away

Walk away, can't you let you walk away from me

Gotta keep you and there's is something I want to tell you

Tell you in your ear, baby isn't it clear that I want you...

2005-02-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

what a long day today, i hate wednesday as schools ends at 6.. such a drag.. but today wasnt actually dat bad, went to west coast for bowling with the dudes, hahaha, it was fun.. my voice isnt getting any better, i sounds like a rock star and hilmi and hamid were like worshiping me as their rockstar! hahaha how silly can they be :p

after school went to my new house, my parents got the key already.. kinda like my new house as its bigger and spacious and more importantly, its at JURONG! hahaha i will be moving there in about a month or so..

Valentine was GREAT! i hoped bey enjoyed it cause i've been planning about it for a long time.. went to watch CONSTANTINE at PS first.. the show was better then what i expected it to be, as the papers rated it, i too give it a 4 out of 5 rating.. interesting plot.. made our way to Clarke Quay for dinner at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant, nice food, superb ambience, the scenery and the setting, the wind and sunset all.. lucky i've made reservations as there were alot of people..

this is what we had!!

walk to funan to have ice cream at swensen but there were alot of people so i decided to buy the swensen valentine ice cream cake to take away and eat it somewhere else but unfortunately it was sold out, they were only left for the people whom bought the set meals.. upsetting.. the cake was so so tempting and bey really wanted to try it.. so we went to PS swensen but lady luck wasnt at our side.. we then settled with ice cream from Gelare'..went to sit opposite the istana there in front of the water area.. opened our prezzie..hehehe i bought bey a perfume, Miracle, the one she wanted since eons.. she was overwhelmed when she opened the box, the reaction and smile she gave was really worth everything i've done in preparing for this day.. it really brightens the dark surroundings we were at..i was speechless when i opened the present she got me, thank you so so much dear, i really2 love it! love you so much darl.. i hoped you had a wonderful time on dat day cos i know i sure did..Muackz! This is what i got:

A Quik Belt, Polo Blue and Adidas 80s Originals!!!

2005-02-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY

happy anniversary dear..
happy valentine's day dear..

tired..tired..tired... been working straight this CNY.. thought that there weren't be alot of people dining but boy was i wrong.. reservations after reservations.. people coming in non stop and with the shortage of manpower all.. gosh.. luckily i was there to save the day :p hehehe but seriously talking lah, so freaking tired, even the pub/lounge managers and staff came to help us..

got alot to write but to drowsy and tired..i'll save it for anothe day lah k..

i'm down with a flu and sore throat courtesy of one of my stupid colleague from DOMVS Restaurant whom sneezed right in front of me without having the decency to cover her mouth.. thnx alot! aargh!

in the mood for love?

2005-02-07T07:43:00.000+08:00

Story of My Life

im suffocating , im drowning

i cant take dis no more..

problems after problems,

i cant hold dis no more..

why must it be like dis,

why is the world so unfair..

whats the reason...

behind all of these sore..

what did i ever do wrong..

to deserve all of these....

im just a human being,

that yearns for a normal life..

like every ordinary person..

nothing more..

im bleeding in the inside...

and its killing me slowly..

how much more could i hold on...

how much more could i..

do whatever you want,

but dont ever bring my family apart..

cos they are my life..

the only want i have..

i hate seeing mama's tears..

seeing her being all so down..

she've done nothing wrong..

she doesnt deserve all of these..

im not giving up and i never will..

i will be strong and will prove you wrong..

you can bring me down all you you want..

but i will.. i will get back on my feet..

i'll search for the light..
the path to happiness...

so i can put an end..

to all of these sadness..

2005-02-05T04:45:00.000+08:00

Just got back from school, short day today, only 4 hours..hmmmm..i'll be working later at 4 so i guess i'll be taking a nap soon.. sleepy seh..

had quite a fun time yesterday, the initial plan was to head across the causeway to have dinner and some shopping with hilmi an sezairi, plan plan plan and in the end it was cancelled.. haiz.. have been anticipating to go to johore cos hilmi have been manipulating me with the yummy foods there that cost so so cheap..ikan bakar..sotong..tom yam.. my fvts! due to the communication problems, it was postponed.. Hilmi was so pissed that he didnt want to go out..its a thursday afternoon and its still early so theres no way im staying at home..bey went to catch a movie with her colleagues, the movie dat i really2 wanted to watch, The Aviator.. :( called qiqi and then we head down to town.. went to peninsula and Funan.. walk look at things.. crapping all the way.. den we went to esplanade, qiqi hasn't been there for quite some time, i bet his lying!we were reminiscing all the good and funny times we had spend with the peoples over there..Wakhahaha.. esplanade was peaceful dat day, not much people, the mood was right but the only thing was im was with the wrong person!hahaha if only bey was there...hmmm... we kinda run around going up the slope under the esplanade bridge, haha feel like a kid once again..walk2 to kill time before meeting bey and have dinner.. qiqi was complaining that he's hungry every 10 mins.. went to PS, heeren and end up eating at lucky.. had ice-cream after dat, Bravissimo's(how ya spell it??) Bon bon Rocher and D24 Durian was simply heavenly sinful! made our way back home, the bus is so packed, haiz... but overall, had a great day with qiqi.. firdaus injured his leg,pity him, get well sonn bro! musketeers, lets go out and have fun like always, been a while since we did dat...

Next week is the New year and i hoped i'll be working...need to make money :)

2005-02-03T06:25:00.000+08:00

hey there, what a long week it has been.. nothing much been happening.. have been workin to save money for THE date on next2 monday! Rotiboy is against the idea of celebrating Valentine but i bet he's going out on that day himself.. still contemplating what to buy...hmmmmm... aniwae, the mark-up prices for the flowers for dat special is so so ridiculous! Omigod, trying to suck our blood isit u damn florists!

schools fine,m having a test tmr, Human Resource, hopes it goes well..

manage two catch two very3 good gruesome movie couple of days back, "Feng Shui" and "Hotel Rwanda". Feng Shui is a Phillipine horror/Ghost story.. scary show, better than Shutter, the ghost are really2 horrifying! its like so real..bey was like screaming throughout the movie, the GIRLS in the theatre are like screaming their lungs out.. hehehe funny lah all this gals..definitely a must watch movie for you people, will scare the shit out of you! Hotel Rwanda is a heart wrenching story.. a really2 sad story.. people killing people dying.. people killing their own kind..it is based on a true story aniwae... exeptional storyline.. bey was definitely crying watching the movie and one of my gal friend was practically crying throughout the movie..Nominated for Best movie at the Golden Globe Award..i dont want to say what the show is all about, so pls spare sometime to watch a really2 good movie people!

2005-01-29T17:25:00.000+08:00

just got home from werk,
m tired but cant sleep..
been thinking alot dis few daes,
evrything seems in a mess...
m comfused..
m depressed..
m so worned out..
hate this feeling..
fark dis feeling...

2005-01-27T15:37:00.000+08:00

My bro getting married this May, my parents are going nuts about the preparation.. hahaha.. just kept quite, dont want to get involve, got my own problems to think about..

School is Fun! except for the studying part.. getting tougher and more complex, especially the web publishing.. trying my very best to keep up in class, cant afford to miss any lesson.. the dudes are getting more crappy and im not complaining.. especially that Rotiboy aka hilmi, crap alot.. we can laugh all they long, especially me, its my forte! Wakhahaha one thing, thought eating in school can save money, can go on a budget, but thanks to Rotiboy's humongous appetite, saving money is hardly achievable! he kept pestering me to eat with him, every two hours and not forgetting , bubble tea session is a must after school ritual! but strangely, Rotiboy has a stomach of an elphant but a body of a mouse! alien ar agaknyer!

some people are just so ignorant and insensitive.. simply annoying.. just because they have an exceptional command of language and charisma, they think dat they have the right to say anything they want.. go around criticising people's flaws like as if they are they perfect one.. i noe i'm not, nobody is.. so pls, the next time you open ure bloody mouth, just think before you speak, dont be sorry if one day you get into trouble just because of you mouth..show some respect as a human being mind you... no wonder people despise you.. aniwae, you were never in my good books.. fuck off.. get a life...

peace..

2005-01-24T04:37:00.000+08:00

its Sunday morning and i woke up at 10.30 after a long and tiring Saturday.. yesterday my day started early in the morning, at 8 i have to wake up, get ready and make my way to Henderson CC for my flag day.. Kent injured his leg during his hockey game so it was left with ain, gaya and me. I hate it, why must they put the pick-up point at such an ULU place, at quite an unknown CC which even tha MRT officer guy doesnt know it existed! and worse, the place was also initially planned to be somewhere at Thomson there! Luckily they changed it.. Why cant they just put it at a known-to-all place?? Like during my secondary flag days, the booth were setup at Lot 1 shopping mall, so accessible and efficient..

We got our cans and we were allocated to a difft venues each by the volunteers, mine was at westmall, ain at IMM and hahaha gaya at Chinatown! But to hell with the volunteers, as soon as we went out of the CC, the cans was all suffed into my bags. Had breakfast at the market nearby and then make our way to Ngee Ann Poly open house... hahaha spent an hour or so in there.. walk here and ther, collect free stuffs, haha! goodie bag, free popcorn, free gatsby hair wax, free pens and then we took the free shuttle bus to clementi int to collect some donations! hehehe Clementi is a strategic place to collect donations, putting n a huge smile for everyone and soon enough, my can were half filled in no time!hahaha and i love the makciks, the always put in two dollars! we then went back to the CC to return the cans.. i was already started to feel tired.. took a bus to town to go to work, 4-12.. luckily there wasn't so much peolple..
reached home at 1, had a terrible headache.. wash up and went to bed in no time.. zzZZzzzZZzzzzZZZzzz

the kambing's are having a long cruise at sea..hehehe

2005-01-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

Went out at noon today to visit grandma with mum and bro...sit sit talk talk.. got back and reached home ard 3.. had no plans but just to relax at home... was bored so i decided to change my blog template.. edit here edit there add dis add dat.. it really paid off paying attention in class on web publishing and html all, i had dis all done in such a brisk.. just want it to be simple.. so dis is the result, hope u guys like it!

2005-01-21T15:35:00.000+08:00

today is quite a relaxing day.. class starts at 10.15 and finaly i can wake up late. school was fine..short day..HTML class and Human Resource only.. had a picnic in the com lab, we ate croissant with chicken fillings courtesy of hilmi whom brought it back from his workplace, Delifrance, still had the fillings in my fridge, hahaha..finish school before 3.. made my way back.. im like so free today cos im not working, no plans for the evening.. bey gotta work so im not able to meet her.. hahaha i seldom had the time to be free.. thought of sleeping when i got home but decided to join airi, hilmi and hamid going to town..luckily it was not mudane.. get to laugh alot ,especially with dat little brat,hilmi, we practically burst into laughter every now and then.. hahaha walk up and down, looking at tons of thing, alot of things that cought my eyes but didnt buy anything though.. went back early cos i just wanted too.. hahaha dats a first! reached home before ten! hahaha.. thankz guys for the awesome day!

forget the past and forsee the future

2005-01-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

hey guys, been a while since i last updated.. i was busy with life that i hardly had any time to on my com.. hmmm... so dis is what i've been doing this past couple of weeks..

been either working or going out.. hardly spend time with my family at home.. school started recently and i was the only one who's excited about it.. hahaha.. dont't know why.. i guess going to school and being able to meet back my friends was the reason.. haha..

i'm feeling like a freeman now.. with no worries at stake.. having getting done and over with my O's was a great feeling, like a huge burden being lifted from my chest.. so now i'm able to go to school and just concentrate on my ite studies..pheew..thinking back about last year during my O's and ite exams period which each exam date wasn't that far apart, i just couldnt believe i pulled it through.. my brains was on the verge of explodeing for studying non-stop for exams after exams.. i admire my classmates whom doesnt have much to worry about.. haha but now i'm free!!! Like a bird escaping out of a cage! i dindt actually escape though, the door practically opens for me.. hehe.. i got a quite stable job already so no more money worries.. my relationship with bey is getting better and better everyday.. no family problems.. my musketeers buddy rocks.. and everything.. everything was going along fine..

i know its a little to late but... lions won!!! wwoooohhhoooo!! ole ole ole ole!! went to catch the match with my 4 buddies and bey, had a fun time.. watching the match while munching popcorns, taking pics after pics, cheering and jeering our lungs out(our throats actually, we kinda lost our voice after dat.. hahaha) been a long long time since we hang out together.. i'll upload the pic soon when i got the time.. i even took a video of the kallang wave and we making it.. the atmosphere over there was unbelievable! so lively! hahaha you guys are the best, we should hang out more often!

i really cherished those moments.. cos lately when i was able to sit down and think back, i sense something was not right.. everything was too right.. to good to be true.. theres sumting amiss and true enuf, i was right..things went wrong at home.. the spark started when i was going to qiqi's nadia's sis b'dae.. when i received a call..i just had to be strong.. i've been into even worse situations and i will definitely overcome this.. aniwae the bbq was ok to me, didnt really had great time cos i was trying my best to put on a smile.. it was no easy task..

bey, sorry if i didnt tell you, i just dont want to burden you, everythings fine really.. anyway, i know you got ure own problems.. get well soon dear...

2005-01-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

epics of the unforgetten, will forever remain vivid in my mind.....
im lost in this world of uncertainities....

2005-01-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If its wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side..
I'll give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining im looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
Im wishing on tonight
i'll give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight...

2005-01-07T05:30:00.000+08:00

Hey ya, went to beach rd the other day and had Mee Kuah and Sup Kambing.. one of my all time favourites! its the best in Singapore! nice~
walk around the shops at the last floor.. nothing really catches my eyes... its still the same old things.. and oh yah, saw this really nice black shirt wif purple motifs, but it cost 33bucks! donoe wether to buy anot, 33 bucks for a tee from beach rd... worth it or not.... hmmmm.... and the shoes, the converse... are those imi or ori?? they looked like the real stuff..

worked two days straight at sheraton and this time the dining dept, the hotel cafe. it is better working there than in the banquet. less stress..and furthermore i can work during the weekdays, for at least 8 hours, unlike the banquet where u only work when theres function and that is only in the weekends.. and u can work for 5 hours only..

schools starting next week.. im not sure wether im prepared or not... i have to face my class advisor whom is really putting high hopes on me.. he expects me to do well... but in the recent exam, my gpa is only 3.13...
one A, one C and the rest are B's.. unfortunately the C is the module which my class advisor is teaching.. i think i disappoints him and also some of my other classmate.. im sure... im even more disappointed in myself.. sorry for letting you guys down...

one of my new year resolutions will be to do better in my ite studies, and i will...

2005-01-03T06:00:00.000+08:00

Rain rain go away.....

Had a fun time today, went out with bey as today is her last day of her term break..the rain hasn't stop ever since it started... luckily i brought my super-big-tiger umbrella.

First stop, we went to her aunt's house at jurong west to return the tent we have borrowed. Ironically, the house is near my not so new house that i will be moving in soon. hahaha bey dont like jurong but what to do, jurong is my home since young, so... i lup JURONG!! Went to JP after dat. my cravings for Tom Yam Ban Mian was finally fulfilled.. wanted that for weeks... took a train to jurong to take bus no. 97 as we're heading to harbourfront.. wanted t otake the double deck but the single deck came... oh well... board the bus and half way through the journey i realised that i left the umbrella at the int.. haiya.... and due to my sillines, both bey and i got the stupid influenza virus... silly silly.... oh my dear umbrella... reach there the rain still havent stop and it never did until at night... went to Keppel harbour to Cannon showroom to claim bey's free gift.. lucky it was opened.. walk around harbour front mall for a while before taking the NEL.. stopped at Chinatown.. decided to explore our way there.. nothing interesting except for the human traffic.. then made our way to taka.. bought some foodies, chesseball, takoyaki- ham and cheese- our fvt!, pretzels wif the yummy caramel dip and the award winning durian pancake! yummy... went to cofeebean to rest our butts.. as bey was freezing, she had hot chocolate and i had my pure chocolate.. met ISMA working there, and as he made my frappe, he really put a generous amount of whipped cream, i loike! thnx dude.. and hahaha first time i heard my name being pronounced in an english slang.. ma'di. and that guy was a malay summore.. hahaha.. took a bus home den, met Alan and his gf, fund out that his job is a photographer.. cool sia.. den saw daus in 700, waved at him, he can hardly smile, pity him, must be tired working straight this days.. chill bro..

sorry dear for the umbrella *winks*

2005-01-02T07:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

woke up at one today.. so freakin tired... my leg and back still aching...
yesterday work from 6-11 pm.. a wedding function... so unlucky of me, got a full table of 12 pax including 3 small kids summore... very fussy people... asked for this and that, i was running here and there to get their demands, i wasted alot of time to serve the food... and they ate quite slow too... aargh.... and due to that the captain said i was slow... to hell with the captain mann... brainless person... and one more thing, i thought sharing a side stand with a female senior will turn out alright and damn i was wrong... she's even more fussy! the dirty plates, cannot put it like that, must put it her way, must arrange nicely!! i was taught by the other guys differently, and i did it the way i was taught, was that wrong??!! and by the way, the dishes is going to be washed, not gonna be publicly displayed!! if she's pissed, i'm double pissed!! by the time i finished clearing my table, it was already 11.15pm...

the sprain on my leg wasn't getting any good.. hurried to change and rushed to meet bey at clarke quay before the countdown... luckily i was in time.. after i met her and we walked less than 10 steps, the clock strike 12, peolple started cheering, its the new year!! Glad i was there with her.. walked aimlessly and end up at fullerton, rested for a while.. so many people sia! bey actually wanted to watch the fireworks at esplanade but unfortunately it was cancelled..thought of going to Lau Pa Sat initially but i changed my mind and decided to treat her ice cream at Swensen instead.. i owe her aniwae..walked to the MRT station and the officials said theres no more train going to jurong via woodlands.. just ignored them and walked quickly.. they announced that the last train was leaving and so we had to run, hahaha. bey ran on her heels, funny funny.. just when we reached, the doors closes... we were late by 10 sec! luckily the kind driver open the door again and we manged to get in.. ppheeww! walk from somerset to swensen and boy was the street packed with armies of people armed with the spray cans! the Banglas especially! they're practically spraying everybody! they acted like a true hooligans! the queu at Swensen was long, waited for about 15 mins... met Shahidan, he worked there.. ex-cathay... hahaha.... had the Earthquake, fries and deep fried mushroom.. quite a fill.. then took a cab home... tired tired...zzZZzzzZZZzzzzZZzzzz

2004-12-29T06:00:00.000+08:00

Earthquakes... Tsunami... Scorching heat from the sun and sudden heavy downpour.. Whoa Mother Nature! Calm down! we got you! the world is coming to an end aint it...

after all of the sadness and madness, still come happiness....

2004-12-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

i saw an episode on Oprah couple of days back, really really touched my heart. Oprah's Angel Network in South Africa was the title. How lucky we are to be living in Singapore, having our family friends and our love ones, having a roof above our head, sufficient food to eat and millions more things which we simply took for granted.. i know there are still some of us which are considered unlucky, lived in poverty but despites all the unthinkable, our unluckines or poverty is far too near compared to theirs...

Poverty is the main issue in that country... i'm sure you guys have seen photos of the children there.. their bloated stomach due to malnutritions.. photos of the places they called home which was unsightly.. Sadly to say they are far more in worse situation then us.. AIDS is also another problem there.. majority of the population there are HIV positive.. their hospitals dont even have the proper equipment to deal with the condition there... such a pity... all the doctors can do there for those patients was to prescribe them with medication on the normal symptoms like headache and flu, just to ease their suffering even for a while although they are HIV infected... And one more thing i find that was really disturbing was that the older people there believes myths.... and the myths was that the only way to be cured of AIDS is to have sex with a VIRGIN.. simply outrageous ryte?

On that show, Oprah and her team decided to do something for the children there.. and it was to make a christmas party for them there.. putting on show for them and giving presents... it was really a treat for them.. i mean you could see it on their faces, joy and happiness was so evident! over 5000 kids under a enormous circus kinda tent partying away.. and the best part was when they received their presents, and the presents each child got was clothes, lots of them, a beg, school amenities, a Levis pants, sports shoes and many more. Whoah!, the kids was so so delighted... some were jumping around happily and some were crying happy tears and some was even lost for words.... Oprah was brought to the brim of tears but she cant cry in front of them.. she just could not... it was overwhelming.. even i myself can feel it.. the feeling was undescribable... for that moment, that very day, it was their day, where kids can be kids themselves, where worries are lifted for a while.. it maybe the one and only time where they can feel lucky, happy and receive presents... i'm happy for them..

it was really and eye-operner for me.. dear friends.. please treasure ure loved ones.. dont take thing for granted.. and when ure feeling down and feel like giving up for whatever the reasons that may be, just remember... theree are people in this world who are in far worse situation than you.. ure considered lucky... be thankful...

2004-12-26T08:15:00.000+08:00

I sprained my leg... been limping like an old man... sigh.. lucky me...

went for a nightjog the other day with dearest bey and ever noisy qiqi... been ages since i've exercise.. other then excercising my mouth by eating eating eating.. hahakz.. but the jog was nice...feeling the breezze going against you.. the fresh air with a pinch of nature.. the bright 3/4 full moon among the twinkling stars..the night was so calm.. peaceful...jog from teck whye to cck park.. lost my stamina.. haha.. something funny happens dat night ryte qiqi.. haha....it involves blood and white shorts.. Go figure.. haha qiqi qiqi...

Esteler=ice teler=some kind of ice kachang but instead of using kacang, they replace it with fuits like avocado, honeydew and watermelon.. so now i know what it means... went to eat at Esteler that very afternoon.. been wanting to try out that place for quite some time.. bey and i ate the chicken noodle... it really reminds me of the chicken noodle i ate at Tanjung Pinang.. tasted some of qiqi's Mee Bakso.. overall the food was Nice.. Really authentic indonesian food.. had the famous grilled banana.. Supalicious! chocolate rice and grated cheese was put on the banana before grilling and then put on susu pekat manis.. it realy kinda melts in ure mouth.. kinda taste like the banana pizza at Pastamania.. must try!

she hides it so well with the smile and the tears......

2004-12-23T07:00:00.000+08:00

its been 4 weeks since hy hols started and im now left with two more..... wasted my hols....most of it....

On my first week, i decided to take a rest before going job huntingthe following week... never did i expect to 'rest' for three weeks and now it is the fourth week... haiz...

when i first got the job a Sheraton Towers, i was delighted.. i mean i got the job, confirmed, the manager tolad us that, despite starting two weeks later, i didnt mind... a part of me felt relieved that i had a job so i wont have to be worried about not having money cos now, getting money from my mum wasnt easy no more... just when i was keeping my hopes up... it all came crashing down back onto me... i found out that the days which i booked all was not approved or what ar but the bottomline was that i did not get to work even a single day... i was devastated.. how would you feel if that were to happen to you.. waited two weeks only to find out that.. felt like bombing the hotel down mann... only if i could... with anger boiling inside, i tried my best to remain as calm as possible. went to the office and talked to the whoever-in-charge in the room...i told my situation..and her reply was simply fuck man.. she told me to just book for the following week.. only god knows how i was feeling at that very moment... i then shoot back saying what kind of system was this and that, i was about to go all the way out man..it was just a matter of time till profanities and curses was thrown to them...luckily she cut me as soon as i started talking as she said there are still places left and she could put me on sat and sun to work... god bless her damn it... and at least i get to work and have money... sat came and left as soon as it started.. initially indera and i were told that we'll start at 6-2am but after working, we're told to go back at 11, after the function ended... luckily we didnt mind as we were already feeling kinda tired... just doesnt feel like working... hmmm.... the work was fine.. we handles the beverage.. serving the guest all kind of drink... soft-drinks, chinese tea, brandy, red wine, beer and stout... easy job.. but the standing part sucks... i hate standing and have nothing to do... i rather walk around or do something... Sun was better... i was attached to another senior... oklah.. he's good.. i was given the opportunities to serve the food to the guest.. it was kinda hard having to use the forkand spoon to serve as a substitute to the normal tongs... but i manage to get used to it.. and i get to carry the big tray on my shoulder.. tuff one there... my only fear that the things will drop luckily it didnt... my senior told me i did great that day... learned alot of new things...

On mon, while i was lying on the sofa watching tv as usual, i received a call from Swissotel Merchant Court to come down on tues at one for training.. I was overjoyed! i went to the training... was told alot of things.. the manager is friendly, constantly making jokes. Brief us with all the procedures, what to do and what to expect so that we wont be lost or dont know what to do on our first day...1-4.. i was enlightened thanks to the training...he said that they will call us and tell to come down for one day for on-job-training(OJT) before starting work.. i'll be working either on mon or thurs.. good enough for me.. They are very systematic, i'm impressed! unlike Sheraton where they dont even have a standard procedure and protocol.. such a disgrace...

2004-12-21T06:05:00.000+08:00

Finally my internet connection is back.... Stupid bro... Paying 50++ is not dat bad ryte, but why must he wait till the bill was accumulated to 200++ and only to discover dat he's having trouble paying it... Don't blame me for ure doings... Damn you...

I'm just not in the mood to update for the time being.... But i'll update sooon.... Not now.... Lazy ar....

2004-12-10T14:54:00.000+08:00

hey there... been weeks since i updated.. nothing much been happening...

Monday.... accompanied qiqi to the salon for his haircut at noon, no difference at all despite the haircut. Den proceed down to town where he went to meet his gal while i fetch bey from work.. roaming down the streets, as usual, before sending her back home.

Tuesday... been planning for this day for weeks, i and bey went to east coast!! missed the beach.. haha.. reached there at 12.45++... it was drizzling since the following night.. damn it... took a cab from teck y to there and it cost 16 bucks!.. bey was just lazy to take the bus.. luckily it didnt rain when we pitched the tent.. spend the whole day there... finally get to spend some quality time with her... been ages since i did that... Muackz! love her to bits! pack our things after sunset and make our way back home.. haha, something funny happened.. on my way back afte sending bey home, when i was in the bus, i saw FIRDAUS walking to the bus stop in front of sabby's blk... hahaha.. found out dat he to went to the beach but at sentosa...call dat coincidence..

2004-12-06T07:20:00.000+08:00

...boredom...boredom....boredom.... im so freakin bored.... haiz... my hp have been silent this couple of days... everybody is bz with their lives... bey is working every other day now..hmm.. where are my ITE friends... the superdudes.. all seemed to be in their own world.. missed the crappings... where are the musketeers... hmmm.. lets see... fir started school... and soon for far n qiqi... daus must be at home sleeping i guess.. haha..

Yesterday bbq was oryte considering the no. of peeps dat came... all the fun types.. luckily it was held at jeff koh condo at keat hong.. just too lazy to imagine travelling to the other part of singapore jus for the bbq.. hmm.. FOOD GALORE... love it.. we're practically eating since the fire started at 6pm till 11pm.. Digging our way into the foods...yumyum... chicken wings, sambal sotong, sasauges, hotdogs, crabmeats, sotong ball, satay, corn, potatoes, marshmallow, otah, bee hoon, macaroni, lontong goreng, potato chips, oranges, papayas konyyaku jelly.. slurps! haha.. the next bbq is said to be in march or june... at cheryl's condo... i dont mine cos its at BP only.. haha.. i'm in guys!

...saw a shooting star on the way home dat night... wished to be with you.. together... forever.... always....

2004-12-05T09:00:00.000+08:00

Nothing better to do so i decided to wite another post... I'm just trying to kill time before going for the 4e3 cum bbq cum reunoin...Decided to go after all.. been a long time since i meet up with them.. Hmm...

My mum went Raye with her gal friends.. hahaha.. believe it or not, they did.. 4 mums went out together with no kids nor husbands... quite sumting aint it.. hahakz..I personally thinks dat Hari Raye was ok for me dis year, went out on 4 occasion.. went out on the ferst friday of raye wif my ITE peeps, was quite a blast.. even some of my chinese friends followed, giving chocs as a gift to every house dat we went to.. Went to quite a numbers of places from Jurong to BP to Sengkang and then Admiralty..Left the last house at 12++.. Gained a few pounds from dat day i bet.. The next raye outing was on the 2nd friday of syawal with my sec friends.. It was not a blast... Things changes.. it was not the same again.. The bond just wasnt there.. There were so much negative aura... Unhappiness, sarcasm and boredom was so evident in the atmosphere... People were divided.. could'nt blame anyone i guess.. i spent most of the time talking to the guys and bey instead..the guys were jokers.. haha.. same old them... i just dont get it..whats wrong.. is it an offence to walk wif ure partners.. i mean u guys take a little to much of the time to walk and get to places so much so that we didnt had enough time to go to some of their houses.. we are not complaining so we decided to walk first.. Haiz.. people people.. and the irony thing was that if we spent to much time close to each other, they will be like saying dat we are inseparable and if we did otherwise they will be like, "what happened? wats wrong? are they fighting? they are not together isit?".. humans will be humans.. we cant change the way they want to think.... The next day was better, quite a blast..Me, bey, indera, nisa, sabby and the musketeers Nisa's baby was the joy.. she was absolutely 100% adorable.. it was fun..laugh our ass off through out the day.. haha.. put qiqi together with farhan and you will get histeria.. like as if laughing gas was in the air... clowns to be the are indeed.. Sunday we went to Ma'am's house, she moved to Rosewood condo, it was undeniably superb piece of art. haha i'm exagerating but it really is a nice apartment. Had soup kambing and bee hoon goreng there.. supalicious... We went our separate ways but before dat we did manage to seek forgiveness in the middle of causewaypoint shopping centre, hugging and shaking hands, luckily no one broke into tears.. Gonna miss you guys...

Now that Shawal is ending, i therefore like to take this opportunity to seek forgiveness from all you guys that i didnt get a chance to do so. Sincere apology from deep in my heart.. forgive me my frens....

2004-12-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

Yawn...Woke up at 12 today, kinda tired after doing nothing much yesterday.. went job hunting with Indera at 9 in the morning, i was late due to a traffic congestion at BKE. What a drag, was so sleepy in the bus, seems like ages since i woke up that early in the morning ever since the hols started.We went to Sheraton Towers just to try our luck after being told by ren that they are probably hiring. Guessed lady luck was on our side dat fateful day, we got the job! The interview was'nt really like a proper interview, more like a briefing of what we were going to expect. We were told that we're only able to stat work only at the following week as there are to much new comers starting work next week. Fine for me. Got 1 whole week to rest but the thing is dat, my money are drying up fast. Damn. But all the more we were grateful to find a job. We then try to make our way out of the maze-like building, WE WERE LOST! Hahakz! We only manage to get out after 10 mins, we found out dat we took the wrong lift, how silly can we get? haha Damn joker dat Indera. Aimlessly made our way to town, we didnt noe what to do or where to go as it is still early, 10.30AM, and the shops are still not opened. Decided to have an early lunch at KFC and then wonder around the shopping malls before going back to my crib to lepak.. Lepak lepak lepak.... Indera left at 7.40 and i was left alone in my house with nothing to do.. My parents went shoppings, abg work and adeq went to meet his friends.. Did some blogg hoping while listening to Taufiks songs. Yupz. I got them all! Only left Me and Mrs Jones to search for... Then went to watch Double Vision That was on AXN, pretty lame show.. Just trying to kill time before i left at 12.30AM to fetch bey frm work..Decided to catch the last LRT as i dont want to waste my money on the night rider to CCK..Bey had to work at CCK for that particular day only as they were short of manpower.. She was spooked by all the stories that ren manifested into her.. Notty ren.. I then reached home at 2.30AM only to turn in at 3.30am..ZzzZZzzz

missing u so much...

i dream... i can run... like the wind and be strong...

2004-12-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

First of all... TAUFIK IS THE SINGAPORE IDOL!!! YEAH!! Something that is to be proud of, especially for the malays. Been quite a journey for him. Won't forget the ordeal that i went through together wif bey, sabby and daus during the finals at the red carpet. It was disastrous! Imagine going there watch the show at the BIG SCREEN only to find out at the very last min that the producers were'nt going to erect it! fook them man! After the gruelling hours standing at the red carpet, with all the obnoxious SLY fans that were all dressed in pink with CONSTANT emotional breakdowns for not getting to see the other idols.. Damn... What were they thinking?? Was it the end of the world?? Omigod! Daus and was like giving the 'what-the-hell look' every now and then.. But it was kinda hilarious though.. hahaha We rushed at exactly 7.50pm to sabby's house in a cab to watch the show instead.. yes i noe.. pathetic aint it.. haha.. Despite the migrain that was going on in my head due to the warm weather.. but seeing bey having a wonderful time paid off.. We voted, me and bey 6 times each, daus 5 times and sabby with the total of more than 60 i think together with her mums vote.. He sang absolutely well that night.. His soulful rendition of ME and Mrs Jones was exceptional.. and so was Superstitious and I Dream..Thank god TAUFIK didn't dissapoint us.. Salutes to him man..

2004-12-03T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, dis is my first post entry since last year when i first had my blog up and going and decided to terminate it after getting stressed up by all the complications. Decided to bring it back to life. Dont noe why. Boredom i guess.
Thankz to the assistance of Mr Indera here whom together help me in the blog makings. I owe you one dude.
Dats all for now.